Hey guys, I hope things are going well for you.
This semester is starting to come to an end....man time goes by fast. XD
I'm feeling alittle better as we speak. I started feeling sick the whole week. ><
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Any who, onto the topic of the day.
I'm not sure if you all heard of the incident in Florida about 8 teenage girls beating up one girl....and posting the whole thing on YouTube. I'm pretty sure you all know the story. If not, best to go to YouTube to read over.

I won't say name, cause well I don't know who they are. I will state how I feel about this and my own views on what the world is coming to.

First and for most, the girl is ok. I do hope she will be ok after what had happen to her. It breaks my heart to see someone get beaten up and humiliated like that. As for the teens who were responsible for this, they got arrested. I don't know if they'll be charged with adult charges or not, but we'll have to see what the courts will say about this. I won't state on what I think the courts should do, but will know whatever decision they make is their decision.
I find this situation a huge disgrace and horrible. My thought is why the hell would people post videos on innocents being tortured and beaten to death. Is this what we consider entertainment on the Web now? Do kids and older people consider this a way of "being famous?" Or is this another "Don't mess with us or you'll get what's coming for you?" deal?

Makes me wonder what kind of society would allow this to happen. Now really, most societies don't know about this. I can understand that. And yet, some that would and never say a word about it.....pisses me off big time. I just can't help but think of what the world is coming to. Not everyone can be trusted in being the "good person." No matter how much I show you all of how good of a person I am, I do understand fully that you don't have to trust me. The people who knows me more are God, parents, and myself. My friends do count as well. There are things I do in public, and things I do in closed doors. I do continue to trust those who are close to me. And deep down, I do watch my back. You always have to watch your back, cause anything can happen. I've been there myself. From back stabbing to humiliation, I learned that not everyone can be trusted, especially when it comes to "keeping secrets." There are some secrets I do share, and some I just keep to myself. Personal information is best kept hidden.

I only want to express my thoughts on how I feel of all this, and share some to everyone who do or will one day go through something. I don't know what it is or will be, but you can't be too careful. Here on DA, I do have trust to my friends, even my close ones. I know you all trust me as well. I can fully understand those who don't, or aren't sure on trusting me. I don't blame you. Even though it's the internet, always be aware on who you talk to and share your thoughts with. I do that everyday, and still hope to God that the people I talk to are good. No matter what kind of person you are, you have my respect as long as you respect me. That's the only thing I see in a person: "Respect!"

I even learned from a meeting yesterday about judgments on people based on how they look, dress, and act. We all judge a lot, even I do myself. I will admit that I make judgments, but do keep them to myself. Unless people already know, then I will share. My judgments can be similar with others who do agree or disagree with what they see in a person. Mainly, I look at attitudes more than appearances. You may see a person dressed nice, thinking he/she is successful or clean. That person might be good and clean, yet we don't know for sure. A beautiful girl will one day walk by and curse you out. A dirty young man might walk and help you if something bad happen. Clothes don't tell what a person is, or how the person should act. Special quote I follow: "Attitude is Everything."

Another we all probably heard: "Pictures don't lie." That's also, or could be true. The pictures we see here and other sites would make us judge. Like the picture you all saw of me. Way before, I never wanted to post a pic of myself because I fear of someone using that picture for something nasty and such. Now, I'm feeling more confident in showing the friends I have here of who I am. Just my appearance, yet I already showed you all who I am as a whole, based on how I act here. Some of you knew cause you know me in person, and yet some of you know that cause of how active I am here. It doesn't bother me if you all don't know or want to know more about me. I don't want to make you believe how good I am. I do show and express who I really am. You don't have to believe every word I say on my journals and chats. I am who I am. My attitude, appearance, and actions are real. I share a book to you; it's your decision in reading the pages.

As I close this, I share my love and thanks to everyone who like me for who I am. To those who may not like me, or who I've had drama with, I will express my apologies. I won't call out names or anything. You can talk bad on me all you want. Maybe I do deserve it, or don't. Either way, I am sorry to anyone who I've hurt. No matter the trouble I have caused, or problems I've lead, you don't have to forgive me for it. I can take the blame, and won't feel ashame doing so. I have more guts in showing my apologies, and hope for forgiveness from it all.

You don't have to believe me. You don't have to trust me. You don't even have to know me better.

I am who I am.

And that will never change.